Starting to think romance is highly over rated. What is the point of getting your hopes up say...."OHhhh I bet he is the one, I wonder what out kids will look like, I wonder how old we will live to be together. Should I start planning a wedding. I wonder what his parents are like. Should we start planning our honeymoon. I hope he likes me, I wonder if he loves me......." And it just goes on and on so why not just ignore it. I know somewhere I will regret this discision but right now I really dont care. Really tired of getting my hopes up and then them getting broken and then I have to pick up the pieces. And no one needs to say I am sorry for this one. Kays??? JUst wanting to vent on here and like not talk to anyone in person about it. It is just so frustrating. I have this one guy that might actually like me and I am saying more power to him but really.............does he really like me or is he just waiting for me to give in and put something where the sun don't shine. I mean really how do you really really know if what they want is to talk or the other word that starts with an f and is four letters.......So maybe for now I shall give up and just close eyes and let the wind guide me, falling and hopping that someone with grab me before I crash and burn. Don't know what to do anymore........................................................................................................................................................... I guess I should just shut up sometimes and just listen but sometimes you cant even tell then. And on to that note I dont know what the big deal is with sex anyway from my experience it is painful and emotionally scaring and tramatizing I have yet to understand why so many people crave it so much.....